I think what it is, is it hasn't technically hit you yet. Usually when very sad things happen, a death, a breakup, anything very painful....usually it doesn't hit until a few days after when you finally realize what just happened...Sorry for your lose. She's definitely in a better place now. =]
Aww i'm sorry for your loss! You're probably still in what they call the 'denial' phase of loss.
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When I found out that one of my neighbors died that I used to see all the time, I almost started laughing. I don't know why...I don't think it was later until I started crying. When one of my 'uncles' died when I was in the third grade I cried. It might take time for you to cry.
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